
Artist Statement
In my work, I see the contrast between dark and light reflect the difference between calmness and turmoil. I crave the soft calmness of white yet I feel a lack of control and an inner turmoil that I put into many of my vessels.
Working with the medium of porcelain was essential for me because it's one of the most challenging clay bodies - a reflection of the difficult circumstances I've faced so far. The clay has a memory for what it's endured; once fired, you discover the mistakes you've made. Porcelain won't forget what you've done to it and rarely forgives you.
I manipulate each piece to reflect the lack of control I feel in life, which often seems to be pulling me in opposite directions.
The stark contrast in my glazing mirrors my internal struggle. White on the exterior reflects what I desire - a sense of serenity, forgiveness, and clear intention. I select darker colors on the interior to represent my fears and anxiety with a fluid transition inside to out. You may find some of my work glazed in layers of white, mimicking the sensation of being enveloped in peace.
I strive to develop a sense of peril - from the apparent fragility of the undulating walls to the organic edges. Working to master the clay and respond to it while it's in motion.
There often isn't time to stop and recover - just like life.